Things could be worse, mind. Armageddon had come and gone, for a value of 'come and gone' that equalled 'had sort of happened except not really and it's all just bloody ineffabble again innit'. He was free from Hell's shackles and Aziraphale was free from Heaven's mindfuckery and humanity was free to go on being blessedly, damnably, fantastically human, and the world turned on.
But the world turning on meant all the usual irritants, wars and plagues and famines. This year was apparently plague, and while it was no 14th century (thank Somebody for that) it wasn't exactly a walk in the park either. Not least because they weren't supposed to go walking in parks. Not in company, anyway, and what was the point of a walk in the park on your own with no one to talk to but ducks? So if Aziraphale was going to stand firm about not meeting at all until things eased up, Crowley might as well be asleep. Not like there was much else to do lately.
And if while curled up between dark sheets and a comfortable mattress (or the walls, occassionally, or the ceiling) (which were also dark) he sometimes let himself dream of good wine and better conversation, or of watching an angelic tongue licking cake crumbs off of angelic lips, or of another body curled up against his and sighing in relaxed contentment, well. That was no one's business but his own.
Months passed, and Crowley slept.
This turned out way longer than I anticipated, whoops!
For the first time in his long existence, Aziraphale found himself in the exact same position as most of humanity.
The world failed to end, and for a little while Aziraphale felt frankly dazzled by the possibilities ahead of him. Heaven left him alone, and he was still fully himself, wings and homely miracles and all, not a page out of place in his bookshop. There were so many things he could do with no one watching, with no fear of retribution. There were books he could read in a comfortable armchair by daylight rather than furtively with all the doors locked.[1] There were human hobbies he could devote space and time to without shame. There were chances now, his to discover, his to take.
Then came lockdown.
Everything stopped. No theatre, no cinema, no customers to chase away. No restaurants, no crowds. The plague[2] emptied streets and schools and all manner of communal spaces. Though it buoyed Aziraphale’s heart to see how human beings offered one another remote support, it was undeniably a blow to anyone with even the slightest desire for a non-solitary existence, and the angel was not immune.
Aziraphale baked. He read. He went through his closet, making a conscientious effort to change his clothes every day, the way humans did—first his more modern wear, then the older pieces he still owned. He taught himself the rudiments of skills no other angel had ever thought to investigate, like origami and BASIC.[3] He set up a projector in the back of the bookshop and watched a handful of films with cocoa and popcorn.
(And at times, alone in the silence, he would let himself listen to the ever-present whispers of human thought, would send out miracles to try and lessen the building miasma of despair. He couldn’t fix it all, and knew he would both burn himself out and probably incur the wrath of Heaven trying, but he could give little sparks of light to humanity the way they gave them to one another, so he did.)
It felt increasingly empty, though. The plague raged; the quiet persisted. Summer withered on the vine; autumn rotted on the branch. Aziraphale’s human hobbies were less satisfying by the day. Even his furtive good deeds felt less fulfilling. He ate less often—he didn’t need to, after all.
There was a brittle chill in the air by the time Aziraphale allowed himself to look at the truth face-on: I am desperately lonely, and I said no to the person who could have changed that.
Strangely enough, without Armageddon looming over him—without any sense of what, from here on out, constituted the inevitable—Aziraphale found that his nerves managed to metabolize into a spike of frantic courage within less than twelve hours of this revelation. Just enough courage to try Crowley by phone, mind, but his heart raced all the same as he listened to the line buzz.
[1] While Heaven didn’t officially have any book-banning policies, Aziraphale’s former superiors and coworkers had made it clear they strongly disapproved of certain authors and subject matter. Romance novels and cookbooks were the primary recipients of such disapproval, though he had heard disparaging remarks aimed at titles ranging from The Picture of Dorian Gray to the Dungeons and Dragons Monster Manual.
[2] It is tempting to pin the origin of the disease on Pestilence, who despite handing off their crown to Pollution had had a very active retirement as an anti-vaccination lecturer. However, as much as they would like to take credit for it, this one was an accident of nature.
[3] Aziraphale’s first program was as follows: 10 PRINT “LET THERE BE TEXT” 5 CLS 20 GOTO 10 He was extremely proud of it.
They always do. That BASIC code is a thing of delight.
To say Crowley slept deeply was inaccurate. The difficulty of waking him depended whether he was having an enjoyable afternoon nap, a solid night's rest, a lazy doze, hangover recovery, or something more akin to winter hibernation. His current state was definitely closest to the latter, given that his corporation had been turned down to its lowest survival setting for a solid half a year or more.
It's not surprising, therefore, that it took him a little while to wake up.
His arm was moving for the phone before his brain had even registered it was ringing, with that unconscious, ineffectual, flailing, thwacking motion all too familiar to anyone who has ever set a morning alarm. [1] This accomplishing nothing, the phone kept ringing. It took several more tries before his hand (a little more awake than the rest of him, which wasn't saying much) managed to catch hold of the phone and pull it under the covers with him.
"Nghwhahrg?" his mouth said, completely without assistance from his brain.
[1] Crowley had not invented those alarm clocks that start moving as soon as they go off, requiring the hearer to get physically out of bed and chase them, but he had put a note on the soul who had (who was clearly earmarked for Hell) stating that when they arrived Below they should be assigned to the Department of Diabolical Ideas.
[So they’re in Kirkwall, for reasons. And it seems as though there’s been a bit of a murder spree going on... because Kirkwall, and of course they’re the first ones to discover a body because... their luck.
This odd unfortunate fellow seemed to be without a head, and in nothing but his smallclothes. Regular Tuesday in Kirkwall really, not the somewhat odder part was the fact that he had a tattoo of a crudely drawn fish, and someone had thrown cheese over the corpse.]
Well... He’s certainly not getting ahead in life.
[...]
I’m sorry, there’s so much to work with here. I’m not even sure where to start.
I honestly haven't tagged with Hawke for over two years, so apologies for the rust!
[Sometimes Hawke wonders if these things just happen in Kirkwall, or if these things just happen to her, or if it's some bizarre combination of the two. Adding in the fact that these things often just happen to the Inquisitor and that all three factors are in play today, and really it would've been more of a surprise for them not to run across a headless corpse today.
The cheese, though, is a surprise.]
Can you say something smells fishy if it's just a drawing of a fish? No, this would be something looking sketchy, wouldn't it...
[She kneels by the corpse, head tilted as she examines it.]
What kind of cheese would you say this is, anyway?
This is for fun! Hawke could turn into a chicken and if it was fun I wouldn't care
[He spits out almost immediately, but then goes into a strained silence as though he was fighting to hold something back. Lasts all of 3 seconds before he blurts it out finishing off with a snort of laughter.]
Doriath... is a disaster. It was always going to be one, of course, but no one ever listens to Caranthir, what does he know.
(He knows this was a stupid plan is what, if only because it will utterly ruin his carefully negotiated trade routes)
He's not at all surprised that the resistance is more fierce than Celegorm and Curufin were espousing. The Oath may drive them, but it's not supposed to make them idiots. It doesn't mean he doesn't fight as furiously as ever - he needs the Silmaril back as much as any of them, after all - but it does mean that maybe he's not as careful as he should be.
The sword thrust doesn't even hurt, at first. There's a moment when he simply blinks down and thinks oH.
He really hates stomach wounds. They take so long to kill you. He's very grateful for the angry Sinda who cuts his throat, not that he'll be saying that, or anything else, anytime soon. He's a little sorry that this will hurt his brothers, but it's not as if anyone will really notice he's gone, anyway.
(Not until their budget starts to shrink)
The Halls are a nice surprise - he'd rather been expecting the Void. What's even more surprising is who's waiting for him.
A son of Feanor in the Halls is an unusual sight; their Doom should land them in a very different location. Perhaps the only thing more unusual is the sight that greets Caranthir upon his arrival: a small, mortal woman, her features plain but strong. Against all reason, she looks the age she was when they first met, rather than the age she was when she died hundreds of years ago. There is a gold ring on her left hand, and she wears clothing of familiar design.
Haleth leans against a pillar, her arms crossed over her chest. "You're early," she chides.
The Haladin have, after much politicking, finally settled in their new lands. At last, they can turn their thoughts from survival to prospering. There is no reason for the Lord of Thargelion to worry, or to visit or... well. To be anywhere in his cousin's lands, to be honest.
Except that he is.
By himself, even.
Persumably, the scouts suggest, he HAD an escort, that he has, for some reason, left behind.
One where they're married and reunited, one where they circle each other like wary cats...;)
Lord Caranthir's approach doesn't go unnoticed. Haleth has an hour's advance warning, though little more. Some of the Haladin are clearly bewildered by this abrupt arrival, and more bewildered that he comes alone. None of the other Firstborn who have visited have acted thus, not even Finrod Felagund, more fond of the race of Men than most of his kin.
But Caranthir has never been like other Firstborn, or indeed like anyone else, in Haleth's experience.
When she is told of his imminent arrival she merely nods and orders that food and lodging be made ready for their guest, in case they are needed. Some worry that there is no time to prepare anything by which to show honour to a Prince of the Firstborn, and fret over their lack of preparation; she halts such concerns. The Caranthir she remembers had little interest in such entertainment.
As the Haladin rush off to make ready what they may, one sourly laments that the Prince and their own Chieftain have that in common. It is muttered under his breath, but Haleth hears. And smiles a little, for it is true. She and Lord Caranthir had been much alike, in some ways. It will be interesting to see if they are still so.
Caranthir might arrive alone, but there's an arrogance to him that belies his humble approach, the classic Noldor tendency to jewels braided in his hair and gold on his wrists and around his neck, although for one of his own people, he's surprisingly understated, preferring darker colors.
Still, he hardly looks like he's traveling hard.
But when he arrives he dismounts before the scouts, dipping his head politely.
Months and months of wretched lockdown, and at last a breath of hope perfumes the air. Finally (and without any Heavenly interference other than Aziraphale’s own general vague well-wishes, as far as he can tell) the humans have made a vaccine and are distributing it as quickly as they possibly can. There’s optimism ranging from cautious to jubilant in most of the souls he feels pass by the shop, when he bothers to extend his senses.
And still there’s not a word from Crowley.
Strange things happen to a hedonist in isolation. With so many pleasures great and small out of reach and no idea when they might be available again, a kind of weird alchemy takes place over time that rearranges one’s priorities and creates miserable agitation in the soul. Along with the hunger for experience and sensation, a sort of manic determination grows: If I make it out of this I’ll never pass up a chance to indulge again.
Combine this determination with a love that’s only grown keener in the sustained absence of the beloved, and you have an absolutely untenable state of being of the exact kind that grips Aziraphale now.
On New Year’s Eve he decides he’s had quite enough of wallowing (a decision assisted by a glass of champagne that really would be better shared). He digs a picnic basket out of a dusty corner, jams a few bottles of wine into it along with a strawberry almond Budapest roll he’s baked but hasn’t had the heart to eat alone, and heads to Mayfair. For the first time he doesn’t give a damn whether anyone might see him and disapprove—he has things to do. (Though he does, naturally, make certain he has a face mask on. He has standards.)
Crowley’s door knows him well enough to open itself when he arrives after he’s given a courtesy knock; the flat is full of a thick silence. The plants have clearly been too terrified of a sudden inspection to misbehave, though some of them are looking a touch thirsty.
Crowley himself is, to Aziraphale’s dismay, still asleep.
The black sheets on his bed seem to cushion him like the velvet in a jewelry box, setting off a diamond. His hair’s been growing on his pillow, a soft red tangle that’s somewhere between waves and ringlets. His eyelashes rest unmoving against his cheeks.
For a moment Aziraphale wants to simply shake him awake, demand that Crowley sit up and pay attention to him. Then the thought gentles: really, Crowley is quite beautiful when he sleeps, all his angles and edges at rest. A harsh awakening would probably jangle him into a state of exasperation, and that’s not what Aziraphale wants. After all, he’s here to tell Crowley that he wants to ring in the new year together, and hopefully more than that if his courage doesn’t fail him.
That thought sparks another that gives Aziraphale pause. He could make his intentions known and wake Crowley with the same gesture. It would be terribly, terribly romantic, to wake his serpent with a kiss.
Although.
There is, Aziraphale reflects, a bit of a problem with the awakening kiss. In fiction it’s perfectly fine: the author can assure the audience that the handsome prince’s motives and desires are all born of innocent love, and that the princess in her bower pines for the kiss she cannot ask for or say yes to. Negotiation isn’t a necessary part of the equation when an author can show you what’s inside someone’s mind. But outside of a story things get considerably stickier, even for immortal beings. Or perhaps especially for immortal beings, depending on how you look at it.
The other ideal thing about fiction is that no real soul is hurt by a possibly dubious action. If he misjudges this, he might end up hurting the soul he loves most in the world, and Aziraphale would rather pack up and leave for Alpha Centauri than hurt Crowley again if he can avoid it.
Although.
Both he and Crowley have long been slipping into human dreams to examine and shape them, for work (and occasionally for their own curiosity). He could ask. Or at least let Crowley know he’s here.
With the gentleness only an anxious angel can manage, Aziraphale seats himself on the edge of the mattress. His fingers just barely brush the high slope of Crowley’s cheekbone, a touch lighter than a breath of air.
Easily, as quiet and certain as opening a door, he lets himself sink into the demon’s dreams.
I tried so hard not to do this, you've no idea, but the idea is *lodged.* But no, it's not US.;)
At least, it looks as Camelot did. It looks like Wessex, the castle is right, the trees are the correct sorts of trees. The clothes are the same, the flags and banners, the crowds gathered to watch the jousting knights. There are some details lacking, however. It's not as damp or muddy, and the smell of horse dung isn't nearly as prevalent or pungent. Arthur and Guinevere sit up high with an assortment of nobles beside them, and all the knights of the round are gathered to do battle, or at least mock-battle in the name of entertainment.
There is one quite noticeable difference from Aziraphale's own memories of the place (aside from the lack of horseshit). Sitting beside Guinevere is a very familiar figure. Aziraphale's own face smiles bemusedly on the tournament grounds. His doppleganger looks exactly as he does save that he's wearing a cream colored dress with brown and gold trim, under the same fur-lined cloak Aziraphale may remember from his own days as a knight.
Sunlight, warm as a kiss, stole across Aziraphale’s pillow to dye the dark behind his eyelids rose-red. He breathed in deeply, still half caught in the cobweb of a dream, and rolled to his side to blink out at the window.
It was a little after dawn. The sun, just now cresting the tall trees at the border of the royal estate, spilled gold light into his room to soften the edges of familiar objects. Streaks of pink and violet dyed the clouds just visible at the edges of the window frame. Already it promised to be a perfect summer day, bright and vibrant.
Aziraphale almost wished it wasn’t his birthday.
Not that he wasn’t excited to be twenty-one. Twenty-one was, by every legal and social recknoning he knew, considered of an age to make one’s own decisions. And birthdays as a general rule were a great deal of fun. He simply wasn’t enthused about having to spend most of the day at a birthday party, especially not one thrown by his family. Which this one was.
The food would be divine—the royal chef always ensured that much, at least—but he didn’t look forward to the rest of it. All Aziraphale’s milestone birthdays so far had been marked with the same stifling formal atmosphere. It would be six to eight hours of stifling socializing and insipid games with other petty royals, people who didn’t know or care for him outside of his position as the heir to a small kingdom and a not-so-small fortune. His parents and attendants would be watching him like hawks to make certain he was behaving properly, not quoting too much poetry or expressing shocking opinions. Not to mention they’d all been hinting that it was high time he come to an understanding with a suitable (and suitably distinguished) person.
But maybe when night fell…
His heart turned over, the faint fog of dread lifting. Maybe after dark, he could give everyone the slip and head out to the garden. The old apple tree was about to bloom—it always blossomed and fruited later than the rest of the apples in the royal orchards—and if the moon was out, it would turn the leaves silver. There might be glow-worms winking in the dark.
Maybe Crowley would be waiting for him.
Once upon a time, there was a prince who lived in a beautiful golden cage. His parents loved him, but because a wicked faerie had cursed him as an infant, they kept him locked away to ensure the curse never came to pass. Even after the faerie responsible died in exile, they worried, and so the prince grew up well-loved and protected but not free.
Crowley was awake before dawn. That was early even for an under-gardener, and even for an under-gardener on a day as important as this one. But he had his own private project to check on, and besides he couldn't wait. He wanted everything to be perfect. Those were in fact his orders, but he had much more personal motivations for making it so. He smiled secretly to himself as he thought of them and jogged along the paths between the flowerbeds towards his destination.
The gardens were glorious even now, in the pale pre-dawn. Crowley nodded approval as he passed beds of hollyocks, geraniums, peonies, dahlias. The estate was a proud and noble one and the gardens were expected to live up to expectations. Which they did, under Crowley's stern supervision. Well, under the supervision of the head gardener, ostensibly. But more often it was Crowley out here on his hands and knees tending all the plants and insisting that that they would thrive or else he'd know the reason why.
But the roses were the real prize of the estate. Roses of all colours: darkest red and palest whites, pink, yellow, peach, coral. Even the head gardener grudgingly acknowledged that Crowley had a rare touch with roses. For years now he'd tended them, guiding their growth, cultivating.
And now...now his triumph. Just in time. Perfect.
He had to tell Aziraphale.
Crowley glanced at the sun. The house would be awake by now--the kitchen staff rose even before under-gardeners--and Aziraphale would soon be plagued by maids, valets, all the swirl of activity that was bound to surrounded a rich entitled young man on his more important birthday. But if Crowley were determined and clever, he could surely slip in long enough to deliver his own personal birthday greeting before all the real fuss began.
And since he was indeed both determined and clever, he managed to make his way unseen to Aziraphale's window, listened under the closed shutters as someone argued with the young lord about something unimportant--socks, probably, they even had rules about socks, poor sods--and when there was a brief silence he rapped a knuckle on the wood. Two taps, a pause, and another two taps.
Once upon a time, there was a gardener who fell in love with a prince. Everything in the world should have kept them apart, all considerations of class, rank, wealth, education, taste. But even as youths they looked at each other and found they were more alike than different, and found common ground. And a seed of affection took root, grew, and began to bloom, despite growing wholly in secrecy and shade.
[ooc: How did I not see this?!!?!?!?! I didn't see this! ...though I'm guessing we have a good number of threads going on now. ;) Still, want some more?]
Personally responsible? Because if so, I’m thoroughly impressed!
Well, simpler relative to Hamlet, but a touch more complex relative to that particular sentiment. This would be more along the lines of… how shall I put this.
[Aziraphale, as it turns out, does not know the first rule of holes. Even if he’s not aware that he’s digging right now.]
These two only seem to encounter one another in the record shop, or the coffee shop, or outside the pub. And it’s quite clear that there’s a mutual attraction, and that there has been since the first time they noticed one another. Only, I’ve been advised that “my heart has not been fully my own since the first time I had the chance to speak more than a few words with you” is, in this day and age, not the best way to express such an attraction.
Eh, they weren't anything exceptional. Just good enough to add to the chaos.
Ehhhh that might work honestly, depending on the target. Bit formal maybe but some humans like that. You don't think it sounds like what one of them would write or...?
Though they spend quite a lot of time in bed, it does take several months for Aziraphale to actually fall asleep in it. It’s not really that he’s reluctant to keep Crowley from following through on his playful threat to get inside his dreams. He’s just spent such a long time either actively avoiding sleep or spending his nights reading that it’s simply a habit by now to stay awake.
That habit was formed when he spent most of his nights alone, and now nights and days alike are spent in the best of company. Even though they don’t entirely have the world back the way they’d like, even though theatre and restaurants and the symphony and all those sorts of things are still slowly recovering, they have one another. They talk and talk and talk, conversations that go on for literal hours and span the entirety of their shared history; they share little bits of their hobbies, each explaining their own progress and praising the other’s. And they spend a great deal of time exploring in the waking world the things they’ve only dreamed of doing to one another.
The thing is, though, that Crowley does enjoy sleep. He especially seems to love drifting off wrapped around Aziraphale, or with his head in the angel’s lap, or… touching him in any way that he can, really. The first few nights it happens, when Crowley drifts off in his arms, Aziraphale simply watches him. He doesn’t pry, he doesn’t disturb whatever dreams Crowley’s having, he simply watches. Marvels at how beautiful he is, how the little serpent on his face completes the perfection of the whole picture, how all the brilliant elasticity that he adores when Crowley is awake relaxes into something that seems untroubled. And whenever Crowley wakes and discovers he’s still held, still right here by Aziraphale’s side, his smile is ten times more dazzling than the angel he once was.
Eventually, when simple admiring doesn’t quite keep him from wanting to wake Crowley up to talk to him, Aziraphale summons books out of the shelves so he can do some reading. As it turns out, reading is even more enjoyable when he’s got his serpent snuggled up to him. And then, at last, just as it does with humans, sleep catches him off guard one evening as he’s re-reading The Scarlet Pimpernel with Crowley asleep in his arms. Between his demon’s slow deep breathing, his warmth, and the familiarity of the romance, he’s lulled in a way he hasn’t been in a long, long time.
Sleep pulls him down into the comfortable darkness of total rest for a while, with Crowley’s weight serving as an anchor.
found it! let Crowley's Magical Mystery Tour of Aziraphale's Shameless Subconscious begin
He'd meant to plan it, is the thing. Arrange a visit, get permission explicitly again just in case--though Aziraphale had been not only undaunted but enthusiastic about the idea of Crowley entering his dreams, a thing Crowley finds surprising. There's a lot he finds surprising these days. Aziraphale with his habitual protective barriers not only lowered but smashed into pieces has been an educational experience of the best sort.
The point is, it was supposed to happen deliberately, with them both agreeing beforehand. Instead Aziraphale slips into sleep while Crowley is using him as a pillow, and Crowley...
...is suddenly dreaming.
And aware of it, which is helpful. He'd be hard pressed to explain how he knows this is not only a dream, but not his dream. A different timbre, a frisson that isn't present in his own mind. He knows the same way he knows the difference between his skin and Aziraphale's when they're touching.
Well then. First thing to do is find where his angel is lurking--what's the ethereal equivalent of lurking? Hovering? Languishing? Cavorting, that's probably it. The point is, he should find Aziraphale. And should also let him know he's here, as it were. Though a little bit of payback wouldn't come amiss if there's a good opprtunity.
"Heigh ho," says Anthony Crowley, and starts walking.
Éowyn tugs her robe a little more securely about her frame before reaching for the small glass bottle on her vanity, grateful for the warmth of the fire humming in the hearth. Autumn is beginning to win over summer and the nights already have a chill to them. The scent of lavender and rosemary -- bounties from her beloved garden -- is clean and calming as she pours some of the oil into the cup of her palm, rubbing it into her hands and sifting her fingers through the loose waves of her golden hair, letting her thoughts wander as she devotes these quiet moments to her nightly bedtime routine.
They have been Lord and Lady of Ithilien not quite yet a full year. In that time, they have made plenty of progress, setting down roots in this fair but untamed land, building a permanent settlement and making secure the area. Just because the Dark Lord was thwarted does not mean there is no more danger. Ithilien was wild and ungoverned for so long ere the defeat of the Enemy that change takes its time; yet they are both of them committed to doing what must to see it through. They have toiled hard and there is still more work left to be done, but Ithilien is now a growing town with established infrastructure; each month bringing with it further growth. Éowyn can hardly wait to see how their home will look like in another year.
In another year other things may have changed, as well. At least that is Éowyn's fondest hope. Wagging tongues may have gossiped and wondered at the lack of heir even after nearly a year of marriage, but Éowyn was not worried. A child would come when the time was right. They have certainly labored faithfully to see that goal realized, she thinks with fond amusement. Separate bedchambers might have been the norm for many couples of their rank, but not them! Be that as it may, for a while now, she has been beset by inconvenient spells of faintness and bouts of nausea she's tried not to pin too much of her hopes on. After all, there are other causes for such things than a pregnancy. But her monthly blood should have come weeks ago, and so she thinks she can now judge with some certainty that she could indeed finally be carrying their first child.
She has only just picked up her hairbrush and pulled the bristles through her hair once or twice before she catches the familiar footfalls of her husband, a smile on her lips as she watches Faramir enter their chambers through the mirror sat on her vanity. She almost laughs at herself, knowing how the expression on her face must look like; she is still utterly besotted by the man she's privileged to call her husband, her heart skipping at the thought of telling him the news.
Wake the Snake for confoundthemighty
Things could be worse, mind. Armageddon had come and gone, for a value of 'come and gone' that equalled 'had sort of happened except not really and it's all just bloody ineffabble again innit'. He was free from Hell's shackles and Aziraphale was free from Heaven's mindfuckery and humanity was free to go on being blessedly, damnably, fantastically human, and the world turned on.
But the world turning on meant all the usual irritants, wars and plagues and famines. This year was apparently plague, and while it was no 14th century (thank Somebody for that) it wasn't exactly a walk in the park either. Not least because they weren't supposed to go walking in parks. Not in company, anyway, and what was the point of a walk in the park on your own with no one to talk to but ducks? So if Aziraphale was going to stand firm about not meeting at all until things eased up, Crowley might as well be asleep. Not like there was much else to do lately.
And if while curled up between dark sheets and a comfortable mattress (or the walls, occassionally, or the ceiling) (which were also dark) he sometimes let himself dream of good wine and better conversation, or of watching an angelic tongue licking cake crumbs off of angelic lips, or of another body curled up against his and sighing in relaxed contentment, well. That was no one's business but his own.
Months passed, and Crowley slept.
This turned out way longer than I anticipated, whoops!
For the first time in his long existence, Aziraphale found himself in the exact same position as most of humanity.
The world failed to end, and for a little while Aziraphale felt frankly dazzled by the possibilities ahead of him. Heaven left him alone, and he was still fully himself, wings and homely miracles and all, not a page out of place in his bookshop. There were so many things he could do with no one watching, with no fear of retribution. There were books he could read in a comfortable armchair by daylight rather than furtively with all the doors locked.[1] There were human hobbies he could devote space and time to without shame. There were chances now, his to discover, his to take.
Then came lockdown.
Everything stopped. No theatre, no cinema, no customers to chase away. No restaurants, no crowds. The plague[2] emptied streets and schools and all manner of communal spaces. Though it buoyed Aziraphale’s heart to see how human beings offered one another remote support, it was undeniably a blow to anyone with even the slightest desire for a non-solitary existence, and the angel was not immune.
Aziraphale baked. He read. He went through his closet, making a conscientious effort to change his clothes every day, the way humans did—first his more modern wear, then the older pieces he still owned. He taught himself the rudiments of skills no other angel had ever thought to investigate, like origami and BASIC.[3] He set up a projector in the back of the bookshop and watched a handful of films with cocoa and popcorn.
(And at times, alone in the silence, he would let himself listen to the ever-present whispers of human thought, would send out miracles to try and lessen the building miasma of despair. He couldn’t fix it all, and knew he would both burn himself out and probably incur the wrath of Heaven trying, but he could give little sparks of light to humanity the way they gave them to one another, so he did.)
It felt increasingly empty, though. The plague raged; the quiet persisted. Summer withered on the vine; autumn rotted on the branch. Aziraphale’s human hobbies were less satisfying by the day. Even his furtive good deeds felt less fulfilling. He ate less often—he didn’t need to, after all.
There was a brittle chill in the air by the time Aziraphale allowed himself to look at the truth face-on: I am desperately lonely, and I said no to the person who could have changed that.
Strangely enough, without Armageddon looming over him—without any sense of what, from here on out, constituted the inevitable—Aziraphale found that his nerves managed to metabolize into a spike of frantic courage within less than twelve hours of this revelation. Just enough courage to try Crowley by phone, mind, but his heart raced all the same as he listened to the line buzz.
[1] While Heaven didn’t officially have any book-banning policies, Aziraphale’s former superiors and coworkers had made it clear they strongly disapproved of certain authors and subject matter. Romance novels and cookbooks were the primary recipients of such disapproval, though he had heard disparaging remarks aimed at titles ranging from The Picture of Dorian Gray to the Dungeons and Dragons Monster Manual.
[2] It is tempting to pin the origin of the disease on Pestilence, who despite handing off their crown to Pollution had had a very active retirement as an anti-vaccination lecturer. However, as much as they would like to take credit for it, this one was an accident of nature.
[3] Aziraphale’s first program was as follows:
10 PRINT “LET THERE BE TEXT”
5 CLS
20 GOTO 10
He was extremely proud of it.
They always do. That BASIC code is a thing of delight.
It's not surprising, therefore, that it took him a little while to wake up.
His arm was moving for the phone before his brain had even registered it was ringing, with that unconscious, ineffectual, flailing, thwacking motion all too familiar to anyone who has ever set a morning alarm. [1] This accomplishing nothing, the phone kept ringing. It took several more tries before his hand (a little more awake than the rest of him, which wasn't saying much) managed to catch hold of the phone and pull it under the covers with him.
"Nghwhahrg?" his mouth said, completely without assistance from his brain.
[1] Crowley had not invented those alarm clocks that start moving as soon as they go off, requiring the hearer to get physically out of bed and chase them, but he had put a note on the soul who had (who was clearly earmarked for Hell) stating that when they arrived Below they should be assigned to the Department of Diabolical Ideas.
Thank you! Also yes A is crying a little bit. Because 2020 was hard.
It frikking was, yeah. Even for angels. As for Sofology, don't ask.
Oh dear. The worst hold music?
Hideous and repeating on a twenty second loop. I twitch whenever I remember it.
AUGH KILL IT. BJ also gets a special room in Hell despite not being Influenced, right?
Obviously. But his evil is quintessentially and entirely human. And worse for it.
Into the Hell spittoon. Enjoy an angelic bastard!
He always does.
Mine is an evil laugh, see ooc note
I of course would love it, and it will melt Crowley's brain. Also C is hungry after that nap!
C IS SO RIGHT ABOUT FASHION THOUGH
A is putting in so, so much unnecessary effort and it's going to confuse C terribly
You know A, he’s anxious to make a good impression. ;) Enjoy the footnote!
As though he can make any other sort. Angel, after all. And HAH for the footenote!.
Confession: this almost turned into the prequel to At Last first time I tried writing if
I'm honoured and all for it and btw I know nothing of food
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Debating whether he’ll tell Crowley what it’s called now or wait
Have a cue, if you want one ;)
Remind me I need icons of A’s smitten face
because this one isn't enough though it definitely counts ;)
will never be over the amount of heart eyes in s2, esp 1941
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dear self, get Bildad icons
YESSSS also uh. Dom mode activated, congrats Crowley
Crowley is so fine with that. he'll be a bit of a brat but oh he's fine with it.
You know A loves it.
it's how they play.
“yes, and” is also a love language! also HAVE A BASTARD
<3 <3 <3 <3
true: once dated a girl who liked applesauce on pizza
I think I'm appalled. though I was converted to honey and whipped cream on pizza crusts.
On crusts sounds basically fine. On PIZZA sounds vile.
It really was good on crusts. Remind me to tell you about the best babysitting job I ever had.
Babysitting for pizza crust geniuses? ;)
While playing Clue and watching the film Clue at the same time.
THAT RULES WTF
Best. Job. Also he was like 11 and the younger bro of friends, I would've done it for free.
That sounds so fun. Also reminds me I gotta rewatch Clue!
SUCH a good film. There's a hilarious GO AU version of it around too!
omg I love this fandom
went looking for the link for you but three hours later was in several fanfic holes. whoops
<3 you’re here now!
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do you mind if I time skip a smidge? if so I'll edit
not at all! please enjoy a Seductive Crepe au Calvados
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This odd unfortunate fellow seemed to be without a head, and in nothing but his smallclothes. Regular Tuesday in Kirkwall really, not the somewhat odder part was the fact that he had a tattoo of a crudely drawn fish, and someone had thrown cheese over the corpse.]
Well... He’s certainly not getting ahead in life.
[...]
I’m sorry, there’s so much to work with here. I’m not even sure where to start.
I honestly haven't tagged with Hawke for over two years, so apologies for the rust!
The cheese, though, is a surprise.]
Can you say something smells fishy if it's just a drawing of a fish? No, this would be something looking sketchy, wouldn't it...
[She kneels by the corpse, head tilted as she examines it.]
What kind of cheese would you say this is, anyway?
This is for fun! Hawke could turn into a chicken and if it was fun I wouldn't care
[He spits out almost immediately, but then goes into a strained silence as though he was fighting to hold something back. Lasts all of 3 seconds before he blurts it out finishing off with a snort of laughter.]
It must have been grating on him.
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(He knows this was a stupid plan is what, if only because it will utterly ruin his carefully negotiated trade routes)
He's not at all surprised that the resistance is more fierce than Celegorm and Curufin were espousing. The Oath may drive them, but it's not supposed to make them idiots. It doesn't mean he doesn't fight as furiously as ever - he needs the Silmaril back as much as any of them, after all - but it does mean that maybe he's not as careful as he should be.
The sword thrust doesn't even hurt, at first. There's a moment when he simply blinks down and thinks oH.
He really hates stomach wounds. They take so long to kill you. He's very grateful for the angry Sinda who cuts his throat, not that he'll be saying that, or anything else, anytime soon. He's a little sorry that this will hurt his brothers, but it's not as if anyone will really notice he's gone, anyway.
(Not until their budget starts to shrink)
The Halls are a nice surprise - he'd rather been expecting the Void. What's even more surprising is who's waiting for him.
.............
He's in trouble, isn't he.
I'd forgotten this! Shall we do it too?
Haleth leans against a pillar, her arms crossed over her chest. "You're early," she chides.
=D SURE
He crosses his arms back and stares, not one to grovel, but wondering in the back of his mind if he should.
"You don't look like Lord Namo." He adds.
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an unexpected Haleth tag appears?
EEEEEEEEEE
<3 you are so patient with my appearances and disappearances, thank you
Life is busy! As you can see, I am also VERY slow, and only just remembered this was here
It is goat time again, best time of day
Well. How curiously specific.
[ You don't have to look at him to hear the grin.]
indeed it is! though this feels more like canon them?
[This is it, this is how Crowley dies. Not holy water or smiting but sheer mortification. There's reasons they don't talk about this stuff!]
I Don't Actually Like You (Except I kinda do)
Except that he is.
By himself, even.
Persumably, the scouts suggest, he HAD an escort, that he has, for some reason, left behind.
One where they're married and reunited, one where they circle each other like wary cats...;)
But Caranthir has never been like other Firstborn, or indeed like anyone else, in Haleth's experience.
When she is told of his imminent arrival she merely nods and orders that food and lodging be made ready for their guest, in case they are needed. Some worry that there is no time to prepare anything by which to show honour to a Prince of the Firstborn, and fret over their lack of preparation; she halts such concerns. The Caranthir she remembers had little interest in such entertainment.
As the Haladin rush off to make ready what they may, one sourly laments that the Prince and their own Chieftain have that in common. It is muttered under his breath, but Haleth hears. And smiles a little, for it is true. She and Lord Caranthir had been much alike, in some ways. It will be interesting to see if they are still so.
LOL okay (1) Married
Still, he hardly looks like he's traveling hard.
But when he arrives he dismounts before the scouts, dipping his head politely.
"Is Chief Haleth here?" He asks.
(2) I Am Absolutely Not Here To See You (except I am)
DING DING SOMEONE ORDER EQUAL PARTS SILLINESS AND PINING
And still there’s not a word from Crowley.
Strange things happen to a hedonist in isolation. With so many pleasures great and small out of reach and no idea when they might be available again, a kind of weird alchemy takes place over time that rearranges one’s priorities and creates miserable agitation in the soul. Along with the hunger for experience and sensation, a sort of manic determination grows: If I make it out of this I’ll never pass up a chance to indulge again.
Combine this determination with a love that’s only grown keener in the sustained absence of the beloved, and you have an absolutely untenable state of being of the exact kind that grips Aziraphale now.
On New Year’s Eve he decides he’s had quite enough of wallowing (a decision assisted by a glass of champagne that really would be better shared). He digs a picnic basket out of a dusty corner, jams a few bottles of wine into it along with a strawberry almond Budapest roll he’s baked but hasn’t had the heart to eat alone, and heads to Mayfair. For the first time he doesn’t give a damn whether anyone might see him and disapprove—he has things to do. (Though he does, naturally, make certain he has a face mask on. He has standards.)
Crowley’s door knows him well enough to open itself when he arrives after he’s given a courtesy knock; the flat is full of a thick silence. The plants have clearly been too terrified of a sudden inspection to misbehave, though some of them are looking a touch thirsty.
Crowley himself is, to Aziraphale’s dismay, still asleep.
The black sheets on his bed seem to cushion him like the velvet in a jewelry box, setting off a diamond. His hair’s been growing on his pillow, a soft red tangle that’s somewhere between waves and ringlets. His eyelashes rest unmoving against his cheeks.
For a moment Aziraphale wants to simply shake him awake, demand that Crowley sit up and pay attention to him. Then the thought gentles: really, Crowley is quite beautiful when he sleeps, all his angles and edges at rest. A harsh awakening would probably jangle him into a state of exasperation, and that’s not what Aziraphale wants. After all, he’s here to tell Crowley that he wants to ring in the new year together, and hopefully more than that if his courage doesn’t fail him.
That thought sparks another that gives Aziraphale pause. He could make his intentions known and wake Crowley with the same gesture. It would be terribly, terribly romantic, to wake his serpent with a kiss.
Although.
There is, Aziraphale reflects, a bit of a problem with the awakening kiss. In fiction it’s perfectly fine: the author can assure the audience that the handsome prince’s motives and desires are all born of innocent love, and that the princess in her bower pines for the kiss she cannot ask for or say yes to. Negotiation isn’t a necessary part of the equation when an author can show you what’s inside someone’s mind. But outside of a story things get considerably stickier, even for immortal beings. Or perhaps especially for immortal beings, depending on how you look at it.
The other ideal thing about fiction is that no real soul is hurt by a possibly dubious action. If he misjudges this, he might end up hurting the soul he loves most in the world, and Aziraphale would rather pack up and leave for Alpha Centauri than hurt Crowley again if he can avoid it.
Although.
Both he and Crowley have long been slipping into human dreams to examine and shape them, for work (and occasionally for their own curiosity). He could ask. Or at least let Crowley know he’s here.
With the gentleness only an anxious angel can manage, Aziraphale seats himself on the edge of the mattress. His fingers just barely brush the high slope of Crowley’s cheekbone, a touch lighter than a breath of air.
Easily, as quiet and certain as opening a door, he lets himself sink into the demon’s dreams.
I tried so hard not to do this, you've no idea, but the idea is *lodged.* But no, it's not US.;)
At least, it looks as Camelot did. It looks like Wessex, the castle is right, the trees are the correct sorts of trees. The clothes are the same, the flags and banners, the crowds gathered to watch the jousting knights. There are some details lacking, however. It's not as damp or muddy, and the smell of horse dung isn't nearly as prevalent or pungent. Arthur and Guinevere sit up high with an assortment of nobles beside them, and all the knights of the round are gathered to do battle, or at least mock-battle in the name of entertainment.
There is one quite noticeable difference from Aziraphale's own memories of the place (aside from the lack of horseshit). Sitting beside Guinevere is a very familiar figure. Aziraphale's own face smiles bemusedly on the tournament grounds. His doppleganger looks exactly as he does save that he's wearing a cream colored dress with brown and gold trim, under the same fur-lined cloak Aziraphale may remember from his own days as a knight.
AAAAAAAAAA IM SO INTRIGUED
gosh I hope it lives up to your hopes! ...we'll make it so. :)
I hope it leads to kissing so as long as we get there… ;)
When do I not head that way? But it may take a bit ;)
I am patient and curious! ;)
I only know how I want to do the beginning/end of this tbh, there's room for improv
SO FRICKIN PSYCHED
I feel it is important to sometimes remember Crowley is a Dork in many ways
Such a Dork and Aziraphale loves him for it
You mentioned 'theatrical' so this is your fault, clearly. And yes of course this is Will speaking.
Of course! (sorry not sorry for the Hamlet shirt joke)
Never Be Sorry. I'm certainly not.
God I love that joke so much
And rightly so! Any bad poetry is Crowley's brain's fault btw
I think you mean GREAT poetry
Oh no the good stuff is definitely me ;) (thank you!)
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boomerang!
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yaaay I've been doing major betareading and doing a smidge of actual writing is such a nice break <3
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can't decide if Crowley should feel A's emotions in the circumstances
See ooc note!
oh good, I think you said but i forgot. Crowley will still be slow-witted for a bit!
Not hard to believe given the canon heart eyes thrown at him.
Well, also he knows it's his dream and thinks he's in charge. ;) Also your Globe improv is A++
Yef, ande! ;) thank you dear.
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Aziraphale of course can wear whatever you like.
Dangerous offer but sure XD
Oh I know. ;) Please interpret the fan language for me though if only in notes.
There won’t be much but there might be some ;)
PFfft I've met your Aziraphale and he is the flirtiest flirt ever to flirt especially where lace is
Guilty as charged. And speak of which.
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he's still somewhere in his own dreams, of course
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wanted to make a positive self-talk joke, couldn’t think of one
take it as given <3
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1am phone tag shhhhhh I'm asleep really honest
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as promised: a stab at Sleeping Beauty AU
Sunlight, warm as a kiss, stole across Aziraphale’s pillow to dye the dark behind his eyelids rose-red. He breathed in deeply, still half caught in the cobweb of a dream, and rolled to his side to blink out at the window.
It was a little after dawn. The sun, just now cresting the tall trees at the border of the royal estate, spilled gold light into his room to soften the edges of familiar objects. Streaks of pink and violet dyed the clouds just visible at the edges of the window frame. Already it promised to be a perfect summer day, bright and vibrant.
Aziraphale almost wished it wasn’t his birthday.
Not that he wasn’t excited to be twenty-one. Twenty-one was, by every legal and social recknoning he knew, considered of an age to make one’s own decisions. And birthdays as a general rule were a great deal of fun. He simply wasn’t enthused about having to spend most of the day at a birthday party, especially not one thrown by his family. Which this one was.
The food would be divine—the royal chef always ensured that much, at least—but he didn’t look forward to the rest of it. All Aziraphale’s milestone birthdays so far had been marked with the same stifling formal atmosphere. It would be six to eight hours of stifling socializing and insipid games with other petty royals, people who didn’t know or care for him outside of his position as the heir to a small kingdom and a not-so-small fortune. His parents and attendants would be watching him like hawks to make certain he was behaving properly, not quoting too much poetry or expressing shocking opinions. Not to mention they’d all been hinting that it was high time he come to an understanding with a suitable (and suitably distinguished) person.
But maybe when night fell…
His heart turned over, the faint fog of dread lifting. Maybe after dark, he could give everyone the slip and head out to the garden. The old apple tree was about to bloom—it always blossomed and fruited later than the rest of the apples in the royal orchards—and if the moon was out, it would turn the leaves silver. There might be glow-worms winking in the dark.
Maybe Crowley would be waiting for him.
Once upon a time, there was a prince who lived in a beautiful golden cage. His parents loved him, but because a wicked faerie had cursed him as an infant, they kept him locked away to ensure the curse never came to pass. Even after the faerie responsible died in exile, they worried, and so the prince grew up well-loved and protected but not free.
[ooc: see discord for more details!!]
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The gardens were glorious even now, in the pale pre-dawn. Crowley nodded approval as he passed beds of hollyocks, geraniums, peonies, dahlias. The estate was a proud and noble one and the gardens were expected to live up to expectations. Which they did, under Crowley's stern supervision. Well, under the supervision of the head gardener, ostensibly. But more often it was Crowley out here on his hands and knees tending all the plants and insisting that that they would thrive or else he'd know the reason why.
But the roses were the real prize of the estate. Roses of all colours: darkest red and palest whites, pink, yellow, peach, coral. Even the head gardener grudgingly acknowledged that Crowley had a rare touch with roses. For years now he'd tended them, guiding their growth, cultivating.
And now...now his triumph. Just in time. Perfect.
He had to tell Aziraphale.
Crowley glanced at the sun. The house would be awake by now--the kitchen staff rose even before under-gardeners--and Aziraphale would soon be plagued by maids, valets, all the swirl of activity that was bound to surrounded a rich entitled young man on his more important birthday. But if Crowley were determined and clever, he could surely slip in long enough to deliver his own personal birthday greeting before all the real fuss began.
And since he was indeed both determined and clever, he managed to make his way unseen to Aziraphale's window, listened under the closed shutters as someone argued with the young lord about something unimportant--socks, probably, they even had rules about socks, poor sods--and when there was a brief silence he rapped a knuckle on the wood. Two taps, a pause, and another two taps.
Once upon a time, there was a gardener who fell in love with a prince. Everything in the world should have kept them apart, all considerations of class, rank, wealth, education, taste. But even as youths they looked at each other and found they were more alike than different, and found common ground. And a seed of affection took root, grew, and began to bloom, despite growing wholly in secrecy and shade.
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we have to include them being interrupted a lot please, so he can hide and be mischevious
YES WE DO sorry for short tag but hopefully this will move fairly quick?
Probably this one needs a flurry of short tags until they're at the dancing. :)
Yessss. Also I assume we’re going with Gabriel and Michael as parents still?
Yep sure! and as always lemme know if you want editing or we can do it later yadda yadda
Yup, ditto!
boomerang ;)
Stomps feet
I also made seperate accounts for zirafell and cathetel if it's easier ]
Re: Stomps feet
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OH LOOK A HANDY PLACE FOR THIS
This angel is fine and good and not Selfish and being Bad at all
And this demon is A Mess. So all is normal!
Heres a bout of what could be called unhealthy escapism or something
Aziraphale in denial and Crowley wallowing in masochism, so healthy
https://youtu.be/dvTmm0wV9SY?si=OVOt_-vMI2QyXz_x
you know that's playing in one scene in the show, yes? aughhhhh
I figured that's where I got it from, but also I Needed to toss it in here
dammit How'd I lose this tag sorry for the delay!
Np I keep losing tags from losing tabs
also we have a lot. ;) but I'll backtag literally forever, as you know!
Me toooo. Also this tag hurt to type
sorry for the delay, my brain melted for a week
No rush! Also I cried real tears when I read that tag for the first time lol
should I apologize or feel smug? ;) also perfect icon time
Smug lmao
"Achy Breaky Heart" is playing in the background. Because.
Fantastic touch
their pain deserves the worst soundtrack, also hi
this was so fun I couldn’t leave it to the mercies of captcha
Personally responsible? Because if so, I’m thoroughly impressed!
Well, simpler relative to Hamlet, but a touch more complex relative to that particular sentiment. This would be more along the lines of… how shall I put this.
[Aziraphale, as it turns out, does not know the first rule of holes. Even if he’s not aware that he’s digging right now.]
These two only seem to encounter one another in the record shop, or the coffee shop, or outside the pub. And it’s quite clear that there’s a mutual attraction, and that there has been since the first time they noticed one another. Only, I’ve been advised that “my heart has not been fully my own since the first time I had the chance to speak more than a few words with you” is, in this day and age, not the best way to express such an attraction.
hooray!!
Ehhhh that might work honestly, depending on the target. Bit formal maybe but some humans like that. You don't think it sounds like what one of them would write or...?
sorry not sorry for the pun
never be sorry for puns. besides I'll be revenged sooner or later ;)
You will, and I’ll enjoy it, probably :D
Ugh heard one yesterday. Long story short, turned algorithm into algae-rithm. Owwwww
Did you hear about the bad rainbow? It got sent to prism.
oh now that one is beautiful
official dream thread sequel (TM)
That habit was formed when he spent most of his nights alone, and now nights and days alike are spent in the best of company. Even though they don’t entirely have the world back the way they’d like, even though theatre and restaurants and the symphony and all those sorts of things are still slowly recovering, they have one another. They talk and talk and talk, conversations that go on for literal hours and span the entirety of their shared history; they share little bits of their hobbies, each explaining their own progress and praising the other’s. And they spend a great deal of time exploring in the waking world the things they’ve only dreamed of doing to one another.
The thing is, though, that Crowley does enjoy sleep. He especially seems to love drifting off wrapped around Aziraphale, or with his head in the angel’s lap, or… touching him in any way that he can, really. The first few nights it happens, when Crowley drifts off in his arms, Aziraphale simply watches him. He doesn’t pry, he doesn’t disturb whatever dreams Crowley’s having, he simply watches. Marvels at how beautiful he is, how the little serpent on his face completes the perfection of the whole picture, how all the brilliant elasticity that he adores when Crowley is awake relaxes into something that seems untroubled. And whenever Crowley wakes and discovers he’s still held, still right here by Aziraphale’s side, his smile is ten times more dazzling than the angel he once was.
Eventually, when simple admiring doesn’t quite keep him from wanting to wake Crowley up to talk to him, Aziraphale summons books out of the shelves so he can do some reading. As it turns out, reading is even more enjoyable when he’s got his serpent snuggled up to him. And then, at last, just as it does with humans, sleep catches him off guard one evening as he’s re-reading The Scarlet Pimpernel with Crowley asleep in his arms. Between his demon’s slow deep breathing, his warmth, and the familiarity of the romance, he’s lulled in a way he hasn’t been in a long, long time.
Sleep pulls him down into the comfortable darkness of total rest for a while, with Crowley’s weight serving as an anchor.
found it! let Crowley's Magical Mystery Tour of Aziraphale's Shameless Subconscious begin
The point is, it was supposed to happen deliberately, with them both agreeing beforehand. Instead Aziraphale slips into sleep while Crowley is using him as a pillow, and Crowley...
...is suddenly dreaming.
And aware of it, which is helpful. He'd be hard pressed to explain how he knows this is not only a dream, but not his dream. A different timbre, a frisson that isn't present in his own mind. He knows the same way he knows the difference between his skin and Aziraphale's when they're touching.
Well then. First thing to do is find where his angel is lurking--what's the ethereal equivalent of lurking? Hovering? Languishing? Cavorting, that's probably it. The point is, he should find Aziraphale. And should also let him know he's here, as it were. Though a little bit of payback wouldn't come amiss if there's a good opprtunity.
"Heigh ho," says Anthony Crowley, and starts walking.
I know I owe you Camelot and this is very silly but it wouldn’t leave me alone
it's glorious and I greatly enjoyed rereading the whole dream thread WHEEEEE
this thread at the moment is kinda my “for when I get the zoomies”
the Camelot angst is glorious but silliness is also key
and it’s going to get quite silly in here
I'm listening to Götterdämmerung right now, I need the silly! ;)
I REGRET NOTHING.
AND RIGHTLY NOT
tee hee happy vamlumtimes
yaaaaaay so much better than flowers or chocolate or chocolate flowers!!
WHAT TYPOS NO TYPOS HERE
note to self: find what happened to the Sherwood Forest thread, gotta be around somewhere...
Found it, and it’s actually my go!
oh good, thank you for the link!
You’re welcome! and HEE I love getting to do all this daydream stuff
it's fun! want to turn it into fic too? could probably do the first one already
ooooh we could! and hehehehHEHEHEHEHE BEHOLD WICKED SORCERER SCENARIO
we certainly could and BWAHAHHAHA
CACKLING. LOVE THESE DORKS
SUCH DORKS also damn I wish I could draw. should he have a goatee or is that just too much?
Goatee makes me think of Fright Night and thus I APPROVE
All that then! And omg that icon!!!
He’s such a cutie. Also here he’s channeling Lansbury in Court Jester
no such thing as too much melodrama or horniness here
am I rewatching bits of Legend and Magic Sword? MAYBEEEEE
Excellent choices both!!! ohhhh Mia Sara, one of my earliest girl crushes...!!
You have excellent taste! :D and HEE he’s so right about temptatiob
I have Opinions about Crowley and temptations.;) And yesss Mia Sara, Joanne Whalley, Carrie Fisher<3
okay so I would understand if you want to scrap this thread but here’s the take
excuse you they will pry this thread out of my cold dead hands
I WAS WORRIED, THANK YOU
pffft have you met me this is my jam as much as yours
HEY SO GUESS WHAT I FOUND IN MY NOTES
HEY GUESS WHAT I RESPONDED TO AT 1AM
Faramir!
They have been Lord and Lady of Ithilien not quite yet a full year. In that time, they have made plenty of progress, setting down roots in this fair but untamed land, building a permanent settlement and making secure the area. Just because the Dark Lord was thwarted does not mean there is no more danger. Ithilien was wild and ungoverned for so long ere the defeat of the Enemy that change takes its time; yet they are both of them committed to doing what must to see it through. They have toiled hard and there is still more work left to be done, but Ithilien is now a growing town with established infrastructure; each month bringing with it further growth. Éowyn can hardly wait to see how their home will look like in another year.
In another year other things may have changed, as well. At least that is Éowyn's fondest hope. Wagging tongues may have gossiped and wondered at the lack of heir even after nearly a year of marriage, but Éowyn was not worried. A child would come when the time was right. They have certainly labored faithfully to see that goal realized, she thinks with fond amusement. Separate bedchambers might have been the norm for many couples of their rank, but not them! Be that as it may, for a while now, she has been beset by inconvenient spells of faintness and bouts of nausea she's tried not to pin too much of her hopes on. After all, there are other causes for such things than a pregnancy. But her monthly blood should have come weeks ago, and so she thinks she can now judge with some certainty that she could indeed finally be carrying their first child.
She has only just picked up her hairbrush and pulled the bristles through her hair once or twice before she catches the familiar footfalls of her husband, a smile on her lips as she watches Faramir enter their chambers through the mirror sat on her vanity. She almost laughs at herself, knowing how the expression on her face must look like; she is still utterly besotted by the man she's privileged to call her husband, her heart skipping at the thought of telling him the news.
"Good evening, my Lord."