Another twang of guilt. And happiness. And fear. And hope. And so many other things at once, pushing and shoving, while the touch of the demon's hands and the feeling of his head against the demon's knee are doing a lot of work to keep him grounded.
--Disbelief. Disbelief is one of the big ones, too.
"I- hum."
Say it. Say it. For Go--Sa--for someone's sake, say it. You know it's true. Not that you've deserved to say those words to anyone or anything in a very long time.
"I'm... sorry."
For what, he isn't too sure. For the fear. For whatever is jumping around in his chest and making a ruckus for whatever isn't working upstairs. For the waiting. For being. For making this happen, somehow. He hopes that the angel, who he really did always think was quite upsettingly clever, can parse through the sludge that are his words and failing communication. He's always had a very annoying knack in reading through everything the demon put up - maybe it can actually be useful for the both of them for once.
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Date: 2021-06-04 01:24 am (UTC)--Disbelief. Disbelief is one of the big ones, too.
"I- hum."
Say it. Say it. For Go--Sa--for someone's sake, say it. You know it's true. Not that you've deserved to say those words to anyone or anything in a very long time.
"I'm... sorry."
For what, he isn't too sure. For the fear. For whatever is jumping around in his chest and making a ruckus for whatever isn't working upstairs. For the waiting. For being. For making this happen, somehow. He hopes that the angel, who he really did always think was quite upsettingly clever, can parse through the sludge that are his words and failing communication. He's always had a very annoying knack in reading through everything the demon put up - maybe it can actually be useful for the both of them for once.